Sunday, June 25, 2017


The God of silence beckons me
To journey to my heart
Where He awaits
O Lord, I hear You calling tenderly
To You I come to gaze
At the beauty of Your face I cannot see
To rest in Your embrace I cannot feel
To dwell in Your love hurting but sweet
To be with You; to glimpse eternity
God of night, fount of all my delight.
Show Your light . . . that my heart, like Yours, burn bright.

Be still the torment of the night
Will not encumber you, if you believe
My child this darkness isn't emptiness
For here I mold your heart
Unto My image painfully you long to see
The self you yearn to be, but fear to know
The world from which you flee in Me find home
All these I give you, if you remain in Me

I am ever here
My child, you need not fear
The dark will set you free
And bring your heart to Me
I am ever here
My child, you need not fear
The dark will set you free
And bring your heart to Me

Be still, He will not leave us
in every step we take, always put our hope in Him

Monday, April 24, 2017


Safe and Sound

Sunday, April 2, 2017

#mood

I want something just like this, just something I can turn to, somebody I can kiss, somebody I can miss. 

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Ada orang yang menghabiskan waktunya berziarah ke Mekkah.
Ada orang yang menghabiskan waktunya berjudi di Miraza..
Tapi aku ingin menghabiskan waktu ku di sisi mu, sayangku...
Bicara tentang anjing-anjing kita yang nakal dan lucu..
Atau tentang bunga-bunga yang manis di lembah Mandala Wangi..

Ada serdadu-serdadu Amerika yang mati kena bom di danau..
Ada bayi-bayi yang mati lapar di Biafra..
Tapi aku ingin mati di sisi mu, Manis ku...

Setelah kita bosan hidup dan terus bertanya-tanya..
Tentang tujuan hidup yang tak satu setan pun tahu..
Mari sini sayang ku...
Kalian yang pernah mesra,
Yang pernah baik dan simpati pada ku..
Tegaklah ke langit luas atau awan yang mendung...

Kita tak pernah menanamkan apa-apa..
Kita tak kan pernah kehilangan apa-apa..

(Catatan 11 November 1969) [hal. 433-434]
Catatan Seorang Demonstran - Soe Hok Gie

Saturday, March 11, 2017

City of stars just doesn't exist for me :(

Wednesday, March 8, 2017

The rain doesn't say sorry for falling. Feelings just are

Sunday, February 12, 2017

Ada yang diam
diam-diam menatap
diam-diam menerka
diam-diam mengamati
diam-diam menunggu
dan diam-diam berucap dalam doa

Dia yang diam di sudut seperti kerdil yang menanti datangnya seorang putri 
dia yang diam, mengusap keningnya yang mulai berkerut 
dia yang diam
diam-diam berbisik dalam hati, mengutuk dirinya sendiri

Friday, January 13, 2017

You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy