When you're feeling lonely, you just need to sing. and He will sing a song for you :')

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The God of silence beckons me
To journey to my heart
Where He awaits
O Lord, I hear You calling tenderly
To You I come to gaze
At the beauty of Your face I cannot see
To rest in Your embrace I cannot feel
To dwell in Your love hurting but sweet
To be with You; to glimpse eternity
God of night, fount of all my delight.
Show Your light . . . that my heart, like Yours, burn bright.

Be still the torment of the night

Will not encumber you, if you believe

My child this darkness isn't emptiness

For here I mold your heart

Unto My image painfully you long to see

The self you yearn to be, but fear to know

The world from which you flee in Me find home

All these I give you, if you remain in Me

I am ever here

My child, you need not fear

The dark will set you free

And bring your heart to Me

I am ever here

My child, you need not fear

The dark will set you free

And bring your heart to Me

Be still, He will not leave us
in every step we take, always put our hope in Him

Safe and Sound

#mood

I want something just like this, just something I can turn to, somebody I can kiss, somebody I can miss. 

Ada orang yang menghabiskan waktunya berziarah ke Mekkah.

Ada orang yang menghabiskan waktunya berjudi di Miraza..

Tapi aku ingin menghabiskan waktu ku di sisi mu, sayangku...

Bicara tentang anjing-anjing kita yang nakal dan lucu..

Atau tentang bunga-bunga yang manis di lembah Mandala Wangi..

Ada serdadu-serdadu Amerika yang mati kena bom di danau..

Ada bayi-bayi yang mati lapar di Biafra..

Tapi aku ingin mati di sisi mu, Manis ku...

Setelah kita bosan hidup dan terus bertanya-tanya..

Tentang tujuan hidup yang tak satu setan pun tahu..

Mari sini sayang ku...

Kalian yang pernah mesra,

Yang pernah baik dan simpati pada ku..

Tegaklah ke langit luas atau awan yang mendung...

Kita tak pernah menanamkan apa-apa..

Kita tak kan pernah kehilangan apa-apa..

(Catatan 11 November 1969) [hal. 433-434]

Catatan Seorang Demonstran - Soe Hok Gie

City of stars just doesn't exist for me :(

The rain doesn't say sorry for falling. Feelings just are

Ada yang diam
diam-diam menatap
diam-diam menerka
diam-diam mengamati
diam-diam menunggu

dan diam-diam berucap dalam doa

Dia yang diam di sudut seperti kerdil yang menanti datangnya seorang putri 
dia yang diam, mengusap keningnya yang mulai berkerut 
dia yang diam
diam-diam berbisik dalam hati, mengutuk dirinya sendiri

You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy

Let's go to somewhere only we know
Wondering... what if? 

> Replus ft Sam Ock - One Dream

sedikit tentang kopi

Mulai dari biji yang ditanam, tumbuh menjadi pohon, hingga buahnya matang siap untuk dipetik.
Sepanjang apapun proses pengolahannya. Sebanyak apapun ramuan yang dicampurkan.
Pada akhirnya, kopi akan selalu pahit..
Namun justru pahit yang menyesap itu, yang membuatku rindu untuk menyeduhnya.
Mungkin hidup ini mirip dengan kopi.
Panjang, lelah, pahit juga kan? Tapi akan selalu ada makna di dalamnya..

Calves are easily bound and slaughtered,
never knowing the reason why.
But whoever treasures freedom,
like the swallow has learned to fly.

If you could stand in someone else's shoes.. 
Like Eeyore once said, "a little consideration, a little thought for others, makes all the difference"

“It’s easy to love someone when they’re happy. What’s hard is loving someone when they’re crying on the bathroom floor at 2am because everything came crashing down at once."

Thank God. A little escape after those twisted rotations, another storm is coming.. 

Let's survive

Bridge Over Troubled Water

Whenever I'm feeling sad and lonely, I'd like to sing this song and remember I'm not alone :')

When you're weary, feeling small,
When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all;
I'm on your side. When times get rough
And friends just can't be found,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
When you're down and out,
When you're on the street,
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you.
I'll take your part.
When darkness comes
And pain is all around,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Sail on silvergirl,
Sail on by.
Your time has come to shine.
All your dreams are on their way.
See how they shine.
If you need a friend
I'm sailing right behind.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.

Current feeling

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

-Bob Marley